really… ok

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? i actually have a disturbing issue with eye contact, so i don’t know which is or would be more difficult for me 

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?  i said we’re not on the same page when it comes to that. he understood. he actually just texted me lol 

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? deep question indeed. as much as i’d like to hear half their breath again, they were in pain. i don’t mean to sound selfish but accepting death is such a long process. one hour would never be enough. i’ll still give up one year of mine if you want…

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? yes. i would. 

11. Does love = sex? personally, it does for me. but lately i’ve been thinking otherwise. 

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? given my current state, i’m lucky for all that i have. i only have a job to keep my mind busy. i don’t work for money so i would offer to leave. 

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? H. it was maybe a few days or a week or so ago.. i told this person how upset i was with how things deteriorated between us. he said ‘i don’t know what to say’. 

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? i think it would be pretty hard to hear that someone doesn’t love you back. especially if you’re convinced that everything was heading towards that direction anyway..

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? after a few past broken relationships with humans and other things, i’ve just learned to keep my distance with stuff. attachment is scary. so i don’t think i have much to lose. except for my education, i guess.